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PROFILE
Cindy 20/11/1987
ijbt. * ijtp. cjc. nus FASS
a perfectionist
a procrasinator
a thief
a hyprocrite
or wadever
i am just me
or rather..i am just like you bolditalicstrikestrong??? Love & Love
Wishlist!!
nice belt
a pair of shades
more clothes
bankok!bankok!bankok!
to have a fully paid shopping spree :) :)
to go for exchange
travel around the world
Honda Jazz
master wakeboarding
to catch a falling star
walk to the end of a rainbow
n so this marks the end..gonna be another emo post again so pls be warned..after all these emo-ness..all these talks gg inside my head..after everything..this is how i woke up from this whole shit..but at least i had the answer..found out the hard way..some questions are best left answered but sometimes through action..tts how u will know the ans..
n i had nothing to say except tt i was right all along..n i was right to have trusted myself n be rational for once..but it still hurts..ur indifference..or rather pretending to care for me..whether all these are just facade to make urself be the 'good' person or to make me believe tt u were not using me..all these were just lies..i dun noe wat to say anymore..
but still saying all these..it still hurts u know..when it finally dawns on u..i tried to think of a million explanations but i realised tt at the end of the day..it was just all excuses..n i was stumped..n now for once..my mind is blank..i dun noe wat shd i think anymore..if i will fall again n make this vicious cycle continue..high chance of tt happening esp when my emo-ness go off..but at this stage..i just hate it..
maybe what i need is status..or maybe reassurance..or maybe company..or maybe
i hate all these emo-ness but i cant help it..
i was bent on driving out to enjoy the breeze n cure my emo-ness n pmsy-ness..but when i log out of msn n waited ard for sth..tt sth which never came..i suddenly got the ans..the ans to my insecurity and moody-ness..though the ans is not sth tt i want..at least i got it..
i am going to sleep..dun wanna think anymore
lets just live in our world full of lies pretending tt everything is perfect